Intended Intro for Oath of Gold

Posted: September 7th, 2018 under Background, Life beyond writing, the writing life.
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What’s the best/fastest/easiest/most efficient way to get published? What was it when you started?  (Not the way I did it, is the honest answer!)

Many writers have a stack of manuscripts gathering dust on a desk top or filling a box or two tucked into a closet or under the bed.  Some of them will end up with published books, and some of them won’t.  And the reasons aren’t always the relative quality of the books.  Sometimes it’s the decisions they make–the same ones I made that kept me unpublished for decades.

I started writing fiction at six (lousy fiction) and by high school had discovered and started writing science fiction (probably also lousy) and daydreamed about being a writer.  For money.  My very practical mother inquired how many cents a word writers got paid; ANALOG listed its pay scale.  And how many words would I have to write every month, even assuming every word sold, to make a living, she asked.  As a high school student, a minute of calculation immediately led to “I can’t write that much every month!”

Without further research, I gave up the notion of supporting myself by writing. “Everyone knew” that you had to write and sell short fiction before you could write a salable novel.  “Everyone knew” writing a novel took many years.  I accepted all that, and dropped “want to be a writer” in the same slot as “want to be a fighter pilot” and “want to own a horse ranch with 25 golden palominos, 25 collie dogs, and have a dozen children, including three sets of twins.”  Impossible.

Through college and after I continued to write (because I couldn’t stop) in a sort of wistful-hopeful way, vaguely expecting that if I was cut out to be a writer, someday a spotlight would beam down on me, and a James Earl Jones kind of voice would say “YOU are a writer!  Grasp the torch.”  It doesn’t work that way.

Meanwhile, I was doing other things and learning a lot.  Military service followed the history degree, and while in the military I programmed computers, learned to backpack and camp out on mountain trails, sew, do needlepoint, make jams and jellies from wild fruit, read topographic maps, identify local wildlife and plants (new to me: Virginia is not Texas), take better photographs with a good camera, and more.

I married, moved back to Texas with my husband after we left active duty, got a second degree in a different field, and started graduate school (my thesis committee consisted of a microbiologist, a geologist, and an ecologist.) Hiked, learned to ride over fences, learned to set a line of traps for research, started making my own bread, pickles, preserves, did very successful organic gardening on our tiny lot, raised a few chickens for eggs and meat.

Moved again, back to my home town, leased (and later bought) my first horse, moved again, joined the local volunteer EMS and learned a lot more about rural medical care and pre-hospital care than I’d imagined existed.  So none of that time was wasted, really.

We landed here, in a small town, where I had no prospects for employment other than volunteering (which I did–Library Board, elected to City Council twice, plus the EMS work.)  And–to keep my hand in, I thought–I audited a writing course at Southwestern University, telling myself it was a last chance and if nothing came of it I should quit writing.  That class, taught by the wonderful Dr. Lois Parker, changed me from a “hopeful but not practical” daydreamer to a determined writer.  Finally, finally, I began to treat writing in a businesslike way, the same way I had history, biology, chemistry, horse training.  I started sending in stories (all rejected, by the way.  Lots of them.)  When a tiny opportunity opened up to write a weekly news column for this town in the county paper, I applied–and got it.

Every week I turned in 800 words on whatever might interest people here–mostly not real news but personal interest events and chat.  School honor roll lists, a bake sale for the library, a loose calf in someone’s garden, family reunions, gold and diamond anniversaries.  “Real reporters” covered school board and city council business; I covered the other stuff.

There’s nothing like a weekly deadline, a defined word limit, and a paycheck (however tiny) to get a writer headed in the right direction.  Though it wasn’t “writing every day” it was writing with intent.  Besides the money, I got feedback from the folks in town every week when the paper came out.  When I started writing the Paks books I already had a couple of years of experience, and had learned more about the business of writing and publishing.

I joined what was then the Austin Writers League (now the Writer’s League of Texas.)  My income from the newspaper column paid for the gas to drive down to Austin and back once a month for meetings.  Soon after I finished the Paks books, AWL offered a one-day science fiction workshop.  So I found someone to care for our son that day and went to it. (My husband worked Saturdays.) Howard Waldrop, the instructor, said the most important thing I’d heard yet: Send your manuscripts to editors whose choices you like to read.  That one sentence got me my first two sales because I had been doing the exact opposite.  He also suggested that we all should attend that year’s NASFiC, in Austin.  I did that, too…with those two sales in hand.

“Bargains,” to Marion Zimmer Bradley’s Sword and Sorceress III, and “ABCs in Zero-G” to Analog, were very different stories, both connected to personal experience.  “Bargains” is a Paksworld story, based on my own experience with a bargain horse; “ABCs…” is a hard-SF story straight out of my EMS experience.  I started it one cold winter night riding in the back of the ambulance on the way back from the regional trauma center after getting the last blood off the floor.

I never sold another story to Bradley, but I soon had two more sales to Stan Schmidt at Analog.  When they came out the following year, a young man named Joshua Bilmes saw them, liked them, and wrote me, saying if I ever wrote a book he’d like to see it.  I replied that I did have three completed books, but  they weren’t SF, they were fantasy.  He was willing to look at the first one. Then he asked for the others. Then he offered to represent me.  Meanwhile, I’d gone to my first WorldCon and asked Stan Schmidt what he thought of the agency Joshua then worked for and found out it was his, too.

That’s how I got an agent.  The same agent I have now, thirty-two years later.  He started trying to sell the Paks books, initially with no success.  There was considerable resistance then to a woman writing military fiction with a female soldier at the center of it.  I had somewhat huffy (my perception) rejections from a number of well-known male editors on that basis, firmly sure it was impossible/stupid/ridiculous to have a woman soldier in fantasy and even worse to have a woman *writing* it.  What could she know?  I did some muttering and grumbling in my lair.

The last rejection came from Baen Books, whose senior editor then (Betsy Mitchell) had liked the books, but Jim Baen had rejected them without reading, for the same reasons as the other editors.  But his comments got to me, via my agent.  That was the final straw.  I replied (not to the publisher, of course–I had that much sense–but to my agent in a fairly…firm…tone.)  Joshua claimed the paint peeled off the mailroom wall when my letter arrived.  I doubt that, since most of the letter was perfectly rational documentation of factual error, and anyway, I did know what I was talking about, harrumph, being a veteran myself.  (Hmmm…maybe there were a few scorch marks, after all.)

Joshua went back to Baen, pointing out that his writer was a Marine veteran, and the dismissive rejection without reading was an insult.  Jim Baen changed his mind, read the books, and then published them.  Moreover he told that story on himself, repeatedly. I respected his willingness to change his mind, and even more his willingness to admit error in public.   And now we’re here, all these years later, and the Paks books, in either the separate or omnibus edition, have been available ever since.

Thank you, Joshua, for persisting.  Thank you, Jim, for that change of heart.  Thank you, Betsy, for not just editing these books, but teaching me how and why editing decisions are made.   Thank you, Baen Books, for giving me that break and the start of my writing career.








  • Comment by Sue — September 7, 2018 @ 1:08 pm


    I bought the first Paks book to read during a long train ride, not recognising your name, just wanting a fantasy book. The realism grabbed me from the start – characters ate, drank, went to the loo (jacks)! I now have all your Paks books, and a few of your others. Thank you for your perseverance.

  • Comment by Sharidann — September 11, 2018 @ 2:21 pm


    Ah and now I feel foolish for the question I asked in the other introduction.

    Jim Baen was really a character! 🙂

  • Comment by elizabeth — September 11, 2018 @ 6:49 pm


    Yes, he was. My own attempts to find a publisher for Sheepfarmer’s Daughter led nowhere. I knew the woman who ran a nice bookstore about 20 miles away (lovely indie bookstore until she married a very religious person and thereafter fired her excellent assistant and turned the store into a Christian bookstore and then left entirely.) At the time she was enchanted that one of her customers had written and book and mentioned it to the Bantam (I think it was) rep for indy stores in this area, who said he’d take a look and ship it on to NY. So of course I jumped at the chance. Eight or nine months later the battered ms. came back, rejected. All that was in the paper-only-submission days and I had paid someone to type it nicely on a better typewriter than mine. It went in a box in the corner of the room for awhile, until I finished the whole monster and got some short fiction sales. Gave me time to do some more editing on it. So when Joshua said “If you ever write a book…” I was able to say “I just happen to have three finished…”

  • Comment by Jessie — September 30, 2018 @ 6:11 pm


    Your thesis committee was a microbiologist, a geologist, and an ecologist . . . please please tell us what your thesis topic was?

  • Comment by elizabeth — September 30, 2018 @ 8:25 pm


    The proposed title was approximately The Effect of Environmental Chlorinated Hydrocarbons (defoliant, insectacide, whatever was found in the test area, but I had to move away and quit the program before we got the gas chromatograph set up and running right) on the Behavior of (two micro-orgnisms whose names I can’t now recall: an alga and a protozoan that eats that alga.) Effect on feeding behavior was one target. Someone else I knew was studying the effect of the same chemicals in seawater on the feeding behavior of certain marine micro-organisms. I was also collecting field rats to examine their livers for concentrations of the hydrocarbons under study. Also can’t remember exactly which were then in vogue in that area. It was…over 40 years ago. I remember where I got the idea, though, and why only one biologist on the committee. UTSA was quite new, and the biology department did not have other people with an interest in the kind of environmental things that both my thesis director (microbiologist and radiation biologist) and the grassland ecologist and the environmental geologist had. Most of the biology department was biomedicine–genetics, neurology, etc. There was a guy in animal behavior (I took his class and loved it) but again, an isolated “getting a department started” person.

    One of the things that interested me was membrane function in the presence of the chlorinated hydrocarbons, which of course includes many anesthetics, and how that might affect organisms’ behavior in their ecological context…would the predators predate more or less? Would the prey reproduce at the same rate? Etc. But then for compelling reasons we had to move a considerable distance away, and I could not find a local supervisor with the equipment I needed for the work. Still, I learned a lot.

  • Comment by arthur — October 20, 2018 @ 7:55 am


    Got the James Patrick Cronin Surrender None Audio CD recently. Excellent version. The Deed of Paksenarrion was the first book I asked for when I was in the hospital.

  • Comment by Sharon Browning — May 16, 2019 @ 8:22 am


    I first read Paks in 1989. I was a freshman at a Bible college, and my friend Teresa came back from Christmas with them. I devoured them.

    At the time, as a very conservative college kid, I appreciated the lack of sex and swear words. As a well grown adult, I appreciate it so much more deeply. I want my children to be like Paks — loyal, kind, caring, and moral. I have read and re-read the books, and I still cry over her life. I have them in print, in e-book, and now audiobooks.

    I started Liar’s Oath (again) immediately after Oath of Gold, and THIS time I could see Luap’s sin — the same as Barranyi’s, that unwillingness to accept personal responsibility and that cry of “It’s not FAIR.” I have struggled with Liar’s Oath and Luap before — when I read it after Surrender None, his justifications seemed reasonable to me. But by taking it out of order, I could see his error & how it matched Barra’s.

    Thank you for these stories — both Paks’ and the publishing story. I knew at the time that a woman writing about a woman soldier was unusual, and I remember that as part of how my friend introduced it to me — “She is a veteran! She actually KNOWS what she’s talking about!”

  • Comment by elizabeth — May 20, 2019 @ 10:51 pm


    Sharon: Thanks for the comments. Yes. Luap could not see himself clearly, or accept that he did have the faults Gird (and others) had tried to point out. Barra is the more violent type–it’s easy to see her temper, her uncaring, hasty way of dealing with people even when she doesn’t hate them. But Luap–quieter, apparently more “well bred”–is harder to pick out.

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